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Posted 2/28/2011 5:36 PM (GMT 0)
I just want to walk outside and scream with the pain, but truthfully I am too exhausted to do it.

Am I going to have some words to say to this new GP on Thursday when I see him.

I need pain relief and something to make me get some sleep.

Oh I have had I good sleep, I shut down Sunday afternoon and slept for 4 hours. Then again later that night before midnight.

But the usual happened again no one could wake me, this getting a bit much. What happens if I go into this coma like state and and they really need to wake me for some reason?

Then there is the total lack of interest in food, when I am in pain I can not eat or if I do I only end bringing it all back out.

In less then 10 weeks our only DD gets married so I would like to be able to enjoy that.

Doctors are the pits, and for once I would love to find one that is going to hang around I hate having to find a new Doctors and where we live most GPS have closed their books and not taking new patients.

life sucks at present.

Kathy

Fibro and who knows what else

Posted 2/28/2011 5:47 PM (GMT 0)
Hi Kathy,

I'm sorry you're in so much pain! I actually find that when I'm in that much pain the screaming and crying does help. It's such a release and it helps my body relax and I eventually fall asleep. Obviously I don't walk around screaming and crying all day but when the pain is that unbearable it's the only thing I can do.

When I was participating in a pain management program and I told them this they all acknowledged that a release like that is sometimes needed and they think it's an important part of coping and living with chronic pain.

Hopefully you can get something from your GP to make you more comfortable. As far as your daughters wedding you will be able to enjoy it. Just make sure you do your best at resting before hand. I just got married over a year ago and was having a flare. My IBS had been acting up for weeks before, I was naseous from the pain but I was just so excited and happy that I was still able to enjoy myself. I only could eat toast and crackers but still had the most wonderful day! I was able to dance the whole night and ignore the pain! Once the wedding was finally over at 1:30/2:00 a.m. I had to go straight into the tub for a warm bath and I was wipped out for a few days after but all of it was worth it! Being there are enjoying all life's special moments and not letting the Fibro win is important.
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