KellieJo, we ALL hate it! I don't know a person that would want the chronic pain from fibro. But, hating it and getting upset about it, on top of the stress in your life, is only making things worse for you. This condition is chronic so we need to accept that and move forward in our lives. I know, for sure, I will have pain every day but I don't know how much. I really try to not stress over things or get upset because my pain goes up several notches if I do and also my blood sugars and I'm diabetic! So, try not to think about it.
As you learn to live with fibro the pain is there but not as noticable...at least not for me. I am still in pain but I think I'm so used to it now. It has become a "given" in my life. I can't stop it so I learned to live with it. Some days it really will get my attention but I know it waxes and wanes and tomorrow, or even later that day, I could feel better so I keep on keeping on. When I have a bad day, I take it an hour at a time and I have always made it through. I sometimes have to adapt a little more, but that can be done.
It is very important that you do keep moving though. I've been doing a lot of yard work in the past couple of weeks. Ohhhh, I had some painful days but you know what? I'm actually feeling a little better now...better than before I started the yard work! I was working the muscles and pacing myself...except for one day, Yikes!...and things are getting done and my yard is looking beautiful. Boy, does that put a smile on my face and makes it all worth it. So, keep on truckin'!
Sherrine