Posted 10/10/2011 3:32 PM (GMT 0)
disclaimer: please dont give judgement posts on how I shouldn't get a boob job. it's too personal and everyone here knows the pain of living with something that not everyone has and not having people understand ur own feelings that are deeply rooted.
ok so I've been wanting bigger boobs for over 10 years. I've never felt like a complete woman because I can't even do the pencil test. however my boobs are more than just over sized nipples on a boys chest. I can't fill out tops that I want to get. I always have to wear a padded bra to push the girls up enough to look like I have boobs. I want to be able to wear clothes that don't allow bras because they will show. I have small boobs and a pouchy tummy. I'm 25 and still feel 12. I'm doing it for me and not my husband. he's supportive either way. he's been my rock in these long years of fibro. so does anyone know what it would do to my fibro if I got my boobs done? i went off amitriptyline for 6 days on vacation (not on purpose) and I felt like I had ammonia and the flu without the sniffles, cough and inability to breathe. so needless to say I know what my body feels like off the meds cold turkey and how much sleep I lose. I know I would have to wait for my new boobs until I got weened off the meds slowly and then go but I'm scared of what it will feel like after surgery and the knock out gas. my mom's side is terrible with coming out of surgery when it comes to the knock out gas. my body holds onto to half a wine cooler so what does survey mean? I've got a million pros and cons on a list but I just don't know about the most important part about me. my fibro. can anyone help with who they've talked too or if anyone had a boob job while living with fibro?