Posted 6/4/2013 2:14 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Shannahsmom,
We may not be experiencing the same thing.
Mine come upon me usually as I am waking up, but always when I am in a restful state. They start gently and then increase in intensity with a rushing sound in my ears. The vibration and the sound gets increasingly stronger until it is overwhelming and it seems like I am about to pass into something else, like going through a tunnel, or from here to there. I don't have adequate words to describe it, but it is like passing from one state to another. The last time it happened, the sound was like wind blowing on thousands of small pieces of paper, getting louder and louder until it seemed to peak. I opened my eyes when it did, which I had never done before, and there was nothing unusual, but it is like if it went on just a little longer, i would have come out of the tunnel to....somewhere. But while it does startle me, it no longer scares me and it doesn't drain me. It just leaves feeling slightly different. The difference with this last time is that for the first time after it stopped, I was still gently vibrating for a while.
I think if it drained me or frightened me I too would not want it to get stronger and would not look forward to it, but it doesn't.
I have had a similar feeling when I was much younger but that was associated with the passing of a relative, which I don't think I will go into right now.
I have had some pretty weird metaphysical experiences throughout my life and, while this may very well just be due to some adrenal fatigue, I associate it more with past metaphysical experiences than a hormone thing.
I would like to go into this further but it starts getting pretty weird.
I have a friend who is a psychologist and as she put it, if she didn't know me well she would wonder about my experiences but since she does know me well, she has no doubt that I am sane and stable.
I would just like to say that while I have had these experiences as long as I can remember, I am also a trained, critical thinking, electronics engineer with a successful consulting practice.
No woo-woo stuff, but at the same time I can't dismiss my experiences, especially when I have had precognitive dreams which have included people who I had not yet met, down to names I had never heard before and very specific, detailed events.
I don't associate the vibrations with anything bad so I can just ride it out and let my curiosity take over and experience what is going on and enjoy the novelty of it.
The first couple of times it was not a pleasant experience, but now it is. It concerned me that something bad was happening to my body and that I might even die when it happened.
It is very close to what Monroe describes in his books on journeys out of the body.
I hope that if the vibrations continue for you, they will be more pleasant experiences for you and not so draining.
I am still coping with the loss of faith I had in people, in women, after my marriage. When we first married, I could never imagine the dark side residing within her. I could have not have imagined anyone, man or woman, having the rages coming from nowhere. I don't know where that came from, I just had to say it.
I heard someone say something the other day and I liked it so I would like to say it to you.
May hope, peace, happiness and harmony find you.
-S