Probably sounds like an odd statement, huh ? Of course any of us who has suffered with Fibro Myalgia, for any length of time, knows that "no amount" of FM symptoms are fun, or welcome, right ?
Well here's the deal, after taking my whole life from the greatest extreme of poor health {along with suffering beyond belief with FM and IBS for literally half my life (22 years)}
into doing a complete 180, and turning into a health and fitness fanatic, 33 months ago, I lost 115 lbs of fat, and gained 40 lbs of lean muscle {which everyone without FM thinks is such a big deal} but all of that is about 5% of why I feel so much better.
The really amazing thing, is that I have put my FM into about 90-95% remission, and my severe IBS into 100% remission ! {I prefer not to say that "I have cured" my IBS, as I have heard too many times that it is sometimes treatable, but not "curable"}
Of course only somebody who has lived with FM or IBS can really relate to what a miracle this is !
So here's the thing > Every once in a while, I have some stupid, oddball pain, for no good reason. Most of us are used to this, right ? And we know its just our FM. It doesn't even have to make sense.
A couple days ago, I went to turn around and walk a short distance, and I got the "lovely" knife through the ankle sensation. Those are sure fun, huh ? Granted, its been several weeks... maybe a month, since I got that the last time, and it probably only last 20 or 30 seconds. Unlike the old days when I got this multiple X's a day, sometimes both ankles at the same time.
Then, for a month or so, I've had some nerves in my belly, just under the skin, that if I go to rub, or scratch my stomach, it feels like I get pins stuck in me ! So you know what I do ? I quick rubbing, or scratching my stomach :) .....like really quickly !
But here's the thing, my last little remnants of FM pain, are, IMPO, a good thing, and here's why.....
I have really convinced myself that if I don't continue to eat like a health food freak, and workout like my life depended on, (cardio, weight training, or both) 7 days a week, I truly believe that both my FM, and my IBS would come back with a hard core vengeance !
So I look at my last little FM symptoms as subtle reminders.
I really don't think I have "beat" anything, but I sure have changed everything !
And if only one guy on the planet has this kind of turn around, it means "its possible" right ?
Hope is a great thing !
Peace,
Fish
PS, And to think about all the nights I laid in bed, and prayed for a massive heart attack to put myself out of misery. So when that didn't work, I finally had to take matters into my own hands. And honestly, that could have went either direction. Sure glad it went in this direction :)
Post Edited (Fishchris) : 6/28/2012 10:48:01 PM (GMT-6)