Ok, well this morning i woke up like normal (after only getting to bed 2 hrs before) to make my partners lunch, and i went to get up to find i couldnt really move my upper body (i was sleeping on my side and had my hands under the side of my face if that makes sense), legs were fine. didnt think much about
it except ok, i was obviously very tired still.
Tried again in a few minutes and still couldnt move my hands out from under my head, or my upper torso. Lay there, not really thinking anything, and about a few seconds later just burst out BAWLING my eyes out, great big wracking sobs that rocked my whole body, (like what you see people do when someone they love in movies dies), and it was like it was so surreal, like i sitting back watching myself cry.
My partner came in and cuddled e and asked what was wrong, but i couldnt really speak, so he left me for a few minutes to get his coffee and finish getting ready for work, anyway i had almmost calmed down by the time he had to go, and he hgave me lots of cuddles and kisses and made sure i was ok.
After i had finally calmed down and stopped crying, if it wasnt for the soaked pillow, i would have believed the whole thing was a dream and i hadnt just been like that. I was very very calm, and after about 20 mins i fell into a very deep sleep for a few hours.
So what was it?? A Panic attack? An episode? A fit?? Im just a little scared...
Post Edited By Moderator (Sherrine) : 8/17/2012 6:29:37 AM (GMT-6)