So I have been off my pain meds for a bit now and gone through the withdrawls. I have been really tired and thirsty but am drinking alot of water. I still have problems eating, I don't have much of an appetite and when I do eat I get nauseated pretty bad which is making me not want to eat. Then today I'm going through a flare up which is really painful at this point my whole body is tender and hurts to the touch. I wanted to take a warm bath but the thought of having to climb in and out of it made me not want to do it. I have noticed I seem to have alot more flares then I used to and I honestly don't understand why. I try to becareful and eat healthy drink lots of water and walk when I can. But I just don't feel like I'm improving, I feel like my body hates me! I am still very happy that I'm not on the pain pills anymore it was just a really tough journey for me and having this flare so soon after it is just exhausting. I just needed to vent my frustration
