So after getting really sick and figureing out that I couldn't physically do my job as a CNA, I decided there was no better time then now to quit smoking. I have tryed and failed miserabley many times before and I know from experiance this was going to be really hard. I was really mad at myself for allowing myself to go through this yet another time. I am on my 5th day now and besides waking up to a flare I feel like my body has finally rid itself of the nicotien. At least that is what it feels like, the urges aren't as strong today. I was getting tired of being put on all kinds of medications most of which didn't work anyway, and I went through total hell going through withdrawls from the pain killers.
So this is nice to finally be on only a couple of medications and getting my body to a healthier place. I really hope I succeed this time and I am fully aware of what cause my slip last time. Thanks for letting me share and please send prayers or luck my way if you could, I need all the help I can get