Posted 12/28/2014 11:54 PM (GMT 0)
Seasons Greetings..
Its been an altogether not too bad Christmas, although my beloved Goldfish Gerald decided to commit suicide and jump out of his tank. Found boxing day much to my sadness. I put continued teariness down to fibro as its now been 4 days.. or maybe I just really loved my fishy friend... ridiculous...
Moving forward.. I was diagnosed about a year a go with fibro.. I still resist this diagnosis. The consultant admitted they give it as a diagnosis when they can't find an answer/cure to your ailments. Now my sister has been diagnosed with exactly the same thing, although she also has a slightly under active thyroid and thickening of the muscle behind one eye, which I don't.. but with this diagnosis, it seems her dr's have just passed her over.
Is it me, or is it odd to have two members from one family diagnosed? Is that common? She is more accepting of the condition then me... I keep striving for an answer with more questions...
All of this being sad.. my new 'symptom' is twitching muscles. They occur all over my body. Sometimes just one or two twitches, or like my thumb.. twitched for two weeks driving me crackers and it kept me awake at night. Does any one else have this? My wrist twitched with a cup of tea in my hand, it tipped over.. This worries me. I guess I just need someone else with fibro to say this is all part of it and I can go back to not admitting I have it, whilst knowing I do, but I'm worried it something else? I also get pins and needles, most noticeably in my head.. always the same place.. sometimes for a few seconds, some times for a few mins.. again .. its this normal?
Any help you can give in relieving my hypochondria paranoia is most appreciated,
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