Angel,
I'm sorry to hear that your year is starting off so bad and hope you & Dr's can get you some relief soon.
I don't feel like my year is starting good either, my 8 year old Granddaughter was diagnosed with Epilepsy and I was in car accident yesterday - my fault - car slid on ice while I was standing on brakes into another car that stopped on corner in work parking lot. And flares/migraines are terrible due to the weather changing so frequently and 20-30 + degrees seeming every 2-3 days.
I keep telling myself there's others that have it worse and if the year is starting out like crap it can only get better...... Trying the Positive Thinking!!!
As everyone prior stated - colonoscopy is no problem, it's the darned prep before hand. I've had so many of these to count (10-15) and it seems like every prep has been different (Same Dr.???). I've also been awake - twilight - and watched them... pretty creepy & cool!
Hope you feel better soon!