I started reading this forum back in 2008 when I had my first liver failure.( I quit drinking and taking anything with Tylenol in it that same day) I went to get up from the couch and my legs went out and I hit the floor hard. I Tried to pull myself up but when i hit the floor this time I went out cold for 2 days. Luckily my husband,John, was home and called 911. From what he's told me my liver enzymes were abnormal and ammonia level was off the chart and it was touch in go the 1st 36 hours, they'd given me 6 units of blood and 2 of plasma, but then I woke up totally confused.They ran all sorts of test plus a liver biopsy and it was cirrhosis due to alcohol and Tylenol toxicity. I was put on Lactulose and spironolactone. 3 weeks later I was readmitted because both legs swelled up, I couldn't get out of bed and just in my legs I'd put on 40 lbs. Ammonia levels too high again upped the lactulose. In March 2010 I went to Mayo here in Jacksonville for 8 days of evaluation for a liver transplant. my meld score was 13. They turned me down for a transplant because my meld score to too low. In May I started passing bloody stools then started throwing up blood. They banded 7 varices in my stomach. I spent 9 days on a ventilator then released. 2 weeks later it happened again. While in the hospital Mayo said they'd re-evaluate me for a liver transplant and I needed to be scoped every month so they could catch the varices before they ruptured. I went back July 29 and was informed they were not going to re-evaluate me and therefore I needed to find a new Dr. and try a different transplant facility. They sent me all my records and I read thru them and according to the records I was turned down for a transplant because of one Dr.'s report-the physcologist according to her she felt I was too high risk of drinking again and I had bipolar and anxiety. Now I have no Dr. or transplant. My PCP is talking to Shands-Gainesville and see if I can get in there. We have no idea of what my meld score is now. I have hyptensive portal pressure but my cuff BP is low 90/58 so they can't give me anything for it. I also have an enlarged spleen,edma,ascites,hyponatremia,encephalopathy,hepatopulmonary syndrome,hyperthyroidism,osteoporosis,osteomylitis, and sjogren's. Dealing with all fatigue,not sleeping at night,aches,pains and nausea takes it toll and not knowing what is going to happen next. I'm really conserned about
the toll it's taking on John. He's a wonderful caregiver and takes care of everything.