Thanks, Disectx! If you can visualize your liver on fire and you pouring gasoline on it and the flames rising higher, perhaps it will help in staying away from the poison. I drank alcoholically and stopped (with the help of the 12 Steps) because I didn't like the person I was becoming. It was very difficult in the beginning--unable to sleep, nervousness, etc. I even had to break off a serious relationship because he continued to drink. But by the time I picked up my 6-month chip, I knew I had a good chance of remaining sober--and have.
Hugs,
Connie