Posted 5/18/2012 5:48 PM (GMT 0)
Carol and Connie,
Thank you. Your replies have helped a great deal.
Since I can't drink alcohol (I never did drink much, even in college), and I can't do drugs, (never did any drugs, not even weed) and I am not even supposed to have coffee, and I never smoked, I am down to very few vices left.
Now salt is gone, and I love salt. The only vices left are baked products and biting my cuticles. And when I bite my cuticles, sometimes they bleed, and of course I don't have enough platelets, so I bleed like a stuck pig.
With salt gone from my life, baked products are gone too. It is sad.
I have a great hepatologist, but he is hard to get a hold of. My plan for now is to stay on a very healthy, very low salt diet for as long as I can stand it, and see how much weight I lose and how the swelling in my ankles/legs looks.
I am not sure if the belly issue is just fat or ascites, or a little of both. But for now, I am going to stick to the diet and see how it goes.
I am exercising every day, which is a first for me. I am very proud of the level of exercise that I am doing. I never in my life exercised on a regular basis, but now I actually enjoy my chosen exercise - digging in the garden and doing other garden chores. I work hard, use my muscles and get the old heart pumping and it feels good, which is a huge surprise to me! I even enjoy sweating ( a little)(no reason to go to excess...)
I hate not knowing what the future holds. I am lucky that the treatment for my AIH was successful back in 1995. My goal was to live as simply and healthily as possible and see how long I could go without getting sicker.
So, now I am a little sicker, so I have to re-adjust to a new normal, and hope to stay stable for a bunch more years. That is the plan, at least. But you all know about making plans for how your illness will progress...
Exercise, meditate, keep laughing, and digging, and eating no salt. Have amazing sex with my long term boyfriend (oh, too much information...sorry). I want to raise chickens in the backyard. Wonderful BF says if I lose a bunch of weight (for my health, obviously), he will buy me some chickens. And he hates farm-type animals. He is a good egg. Oh, that was a bad pun. I am sorry.
Thank you again
Susan