Hi ron zak 50 year old female, I will be 51 in 2 days. I am dx w/ non- alcoholic end stage cirrhosis and Hep C . I have been treated 2 seperate times for the Hep C..Interferon and riboveron and infergen and riboveron (cant spell), neither one was successful, I feel as I have kept a pfairly positive attitude. It has been 3 years since the treatments. The doctors say # dont matter, they go by systematic conditions. since treatment my viral load ,which started at 200,000 is now close to 3 million. Concerned with my amonia counts(from my pcp) Mayo started me on vifaxion, the levels did not go down, they actually showed some elevation. Mayo clinic added lactoluse to my regimen. My pcp did blood work 6 weeks ago and I reguested amonia levels, since i was feeling confused. My levels were at 288. I cant find anywhere on the internet that shows what a extremley high level is, My pcp seemed concerned, the transplant unit again advised that they do not determine anything by #'s, but determine through systematic condition. I have been a Meld score od 6 for two and a half years, last appt at transplant unit went up yo a 13. I got back to Mayo next week for my 6 mos. evauluation. I am scared, havent been this scared till recently, Wonder if my MELD went down, I feel that I am more and more physically challanged. Does every unit go by MELD score?? I cant sleep tonite, do not know what is making me over concerned, except maybe , my sister in law called tonite to advise she bought me an extensive sitting with a physic for tomorrow,Ive never been to one. (its a bday gift) I may be afraid of what she tells me???? Any feedback or support is greatly appreciated, this is the 1st and only site I have ever been on and i have no circle of support. I Love my kids . There so young, I dont want to leave them!!!