Welcome to the forum, I am also Genotype 2B Girl From Missouri and you can read all about
me treatment here for the past 10 weeks or so
www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=25&m=2984761I am nearing the end of my treatment and have just under two weeks to go(11 days), initially my viral load was at 4.7 million and after one month of treatment it was down to 79 and I suspect a week after the blood test or around week five I was probably 100% clean as others were but where I live they only did the viral load after 1 month and then at the end of treatment and then three months after that.
Please don't be scared, I was probably the most worrisome person on the forums and was panicked when I found out and I also have anxiety and learned to calm myself down without medications and the members of these forums helped me stay calm and walked me through my treatment providing encouragement all the way and they will do the same for you, you're amongst friends you never knew.
I was sick some days and had a sore stomach but truthfully if I had to work every single day I probably could have and again, I was probably one of the worst on this forum that complained and I did it and I'm almost at the end and you too will beat this and finish the treatment.
I did the same treatment of Sovaldi and Ribavirin and had some of the side effects you mention before treatment but went head first into this knowing this is the BEST treatment you will find at this moment and the success rate at curing people is 90% + so lets be positive and know that you can and will beat this and their is nothing to get too worried about
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I also used to take Atavan for stress/anxiety likely related to work I do but I stopped taking it regularly at least three years before when I learned to get better at controlling my anxiety and to stop panicking, I had to learn what the feeling of my anxiety was BEFORE it it and when I felt it coming on I would try to retreat to another
location where I could be by myself and then relax...take a deep breath! In no time I found I could get the anxiety under control in 10-20 seconds and because of this I decided to not use Ativan during treatment and never during the treatment did I get so much anxiety that I felt I needed it and I honestly believe just thinking of the end result of all this, the thought of being CURED made me so much stronger and I marched on and didn't worry so much.
I had thoughts I was gonna die in the beginning(stupid assumption), until I read about
all the other members here and caregivers and I cried, more than a few times and felt really sad to hear the stories of those who fought for years with Hepatitis who didn't have the luxury of this treatment, these people fought for their lives for years and were very sick and even a popular forum member Connie lost her battle just the day after I joined the forum so I knew I had to do this treatment and fight it and keep a record for all those who come in the future so they also would have support or reference to look at and say "Hey, this guy did the same treatment and is around the same age and he has anxiety etc, how did he do?"
You're gonna be ok, you will beat this and the side effects are VERY minimal and you will be cured and most of all you have support on these forums, I also wanted to rid myself of this disease and it bothered me even thinking it was in me and I didn't know why but that didn't matter I had to get it out and after one month and the first results I started to feel clean again, my body was fighting and winning the battle!
So this is it, PLEASE don't be scared(as my wife would say) and yes she was RIGHT! Their is nothing to be scared of and you CAN do this and its nothing to worry about
and as a person who has been online since before the Internet was graphical I can tell you sometimes the Internet and self diagnosis can be your worst enemy and make things worse.
This treatment was so new their was no real reference for us, together with my brothers and sisters of the forum we all shared our experience since February and I honestly feel we were like the pioneers of this treatment for testing and seeing "What Will Happen?" and I tracked it all and in the end I look back and honestly it wasn't the big deal I thought it would be and in 11 days on April 30th at 6:00 P.M I will take my last dose but I already am sure I am cured and mentally this whole ordeal has made me stronger and you may find when this is all over your anxiety is easier to cope with.
The members of this forum will seem like family soon enough, my wife could not always be here to support me but no matter what time of day I could come here and let it out and tell people how I really felt and usually within hours some helpful advice was posted or something heartfelt to make me stronger, they will do the very same for you and I am FOREVER THANKFUL! for everything these total stranger's did for me...now they feel like friends I have know forever.
Everything is gonna be fine Girl From Missouri, you have nothing to worry about
and soon you will be cured and all this will be behind you and in the end you will become an even stronger person, you can and will do this so lets get started and when you need answers ask away and the members of this forum will do their best to help you.
Best of Luck and if you need help just ask, this forum has helped me so much and it will do the same for you.
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"Sovaldi - Everybody deserves this treatment option and it should be made affordable for all!"
Sovaldi + Ribavirin Treatment began February 6th 2014 - 12 weeks of treatment. After 4 weeks treatment VL has dropped from 4.7 Million to *79*
Post Edited (AllenM) : 4/19/2014 4:17:05 AM (GMT-6)