Chris, I'm not alone. There are thousands of others going through the same or much worse.
How about suggesting decreased hours at work...even if just an hour or two less a day, it could make a difference. When I initially went to P/T work, I worked 30 hours a week. I didn't take lunch. I'd have a Slim Fast shake at my desk. Most places require at least 35 hours to maintain health insurance. Are you insured? You also might want to start an application for SSI or SSD, especially if you get laid off.
Fatigue is the main symptom of any kind of liver disease. I sleep at least 10 hours and usually 12 at a stretch. However, the fatigue never completely goes away. Without sufficient sleep, I cannot function at all, though, so it's something I have to do.
The red spots are spider angiomata and are a result of liver disease. They do disappear at times. Mine are not as prominent now as they once were.
The first step is to see a hepatologist and be evaluated. If he thinks you might be a transplant candidate, he would refer you to a transplant center. They would then put you through lots of tests, including psychological testing. They would calculate your MELD score and determine if you should be listed at this time. There is a lot to the evaluation process and it's not as simple as just going and getting a transplant. Take one thing at a time, so you don't become overwhelmed. Make an appt. with a hepatologist and have some testing and maybe a biopsy done. You might also need to go on an antidepressant for awhile. Chronic illness does often result in depression. I was on an antidepressant for about a year, but no longer feel the need for it--which doesn't mean I might not again some day.
Hugs,
Connie