@ Doc58
My Mike has a similar story, 61 year old professional man with ESLD who could no longer work at his challenging IT career. He could barely use his computer any more at the end, and forgot many days how to use his cell phone features!
When SSD was denied the first time he got a job in a copy center at an office store...but then he couldn't even do half time...to tired. What employer would let you take a 2 hour nap midshift?
Now he has a shiny new liver and is doing quite well.
But it was long slide into dispair and now he has a second chance at his senior years!
Look at my old posts: MamaLama.
And there are some recent threads..."ML -- They got the call" and "Mike is out of the hospital WOO WOO" or approximately those words.
We wish you well as this chapter of your life unfolds.
I need to read back, but please know any chance at life depends on avoiding drugs and alcohol!!!!!!
Carol aka Mama Lama