I noticed my fingernails have started very slightly rounding off over the fingertips and widening (clubbing) - another symptom for me to ignore until I cant anymore. Dam it I thought stopping drinking would help and yet things generally now seem to be getting worse - even though only a few weeks ago I was getting more confident.
Getting depressed aswell now because fear is creeping back into my head about leaving the boys behind.
Sometimes I think "just dont go there" - thinking of the situation makes me unable to think straight - no conclusions - EVER.
In some respects - Im thinking I would probably have been gone about 6 months ago if I had carried on - and that ive had some extra time with the family - thank god I at least stopped drinking to earn that bit of time.
Anyway - whilst searching for clubbing - I found a general article (well more aimed at ascites treatment) http://www.easl.eu/assets/application/files/21e21971bf182e5_file.pdf
It covers quite a lot I suppose.