Posted 3/2/2014 5:40 PM (GMT 0)
Wow, Gods love...that is horrible! This is why I really can't wait to connect with my surgeon again!
I had been thru over 25 c.t. scans trying to get a diagnosis the first time around, and he is the one who discovered I had a toxic mega-colon! So he took that out, and at the same time I had to have a partial hysterectomy from adenomyosis...since then I have had a couple of bowel obstructions, and had to have a total hysterectomy, had a 12 inch hernia repaired, and ended up with 2 ileus'....
So, now my docs here are telling me I can't be constipated with no colon... well, sorry, but I know whether or not I have pooped!!!!! And now, with the stomach pain and constant nausea, I am being told it is classic irritable bowel syndrome....uuummmmmmmmmm, HOW???? lol, so yeah, putting a call into my surgeons office for MORE tests (yippeee, sorry, I need to wipe the sarcasm dripping form my chin!)
I am just sooo frustrated, and on top of that the depression and anxiety that are plaging me are of NO help whatssoever! I was put on cymbalta briefly, and it wasn't too bad, but the co pay was killing me, so we waited until it went generic, that copay was GREAT! Only $10! BUT, the 2nd omnth I went to get it, the copay jumped to $32, which is only $4 less than the name brand one!!!!!!! UUUGGGHHHHHH, then my rheumy said we will try lyrica as it is MUCH cheaper and see how that helps... well, that copay was $30... so back to square one with this crap... I am getting soooo tired of all this sh#t. It is soo frustrating, and on top of alll this, I have now had over 43 c.t. scans in the 2 years that this has all been going on, and was told with out any doubt I WOULD get leukemia, it is just a matter of when. My poor husband, he has been so good thru all this, but has to go out of town to work and is terrified that I will take sick while he is gone and die without him being there. I just hurt for him.... and we have a 12 year old at home...so it is stressful here...
Sorry, didn't mean to pour all that out, wow, it must have come all the way up from my feet...sorry.....I ahven't spewed on anyone in a long time (especially since my last hospitilization in November when I had to see a psychiatrist, and have YET to get a follow up since they keep rescheduling me as she keeps getting called out of town!)
Thanks....even if you got tired of reading this I feel a bit better for spewing :)