Something is wrong with me

Hello,
I am glad that there is a place like this, where someone can come to for answers.I am feeling this pain that is hard to describe. I wish I had insurance, so I could go and get tests ran, but I can't at this moment. The pain comes and goes through the day. I have thought it was just gas, but it gets worse if I do pass gas. I also feel it when have a bowel movement. I am 34 years old and I am not sure if it is something serious or not. It kind of feels like I have a blockage or something. Then it goes to a sharp pain like a knife is stabbing me in my rectal area. When I do have a bowel movement, it feels like my insides are trying to come out. That is how painful it feels sometimes. I even have a sharp pain when I get out of bed in the morning.
I wish this on nobody, but I hope someone out there knows what am going through, to shed some light on what is wrong with me.
A friend of my family passed away last year from colon cancer and it has made me think that it may be serious. I don't think it could be that, but I am so worried about it, that it is driving me crazy.
Any help with this will be a huge help

Not sure if I have hemorrhoids or not. I know sometimes it is painful to pee sometimes. The pain doesn't come from me peeing, but comes from my rectal area and lower abdomen area. Not sure if it matters or not, but I am a male also. This has been gong on for about a week now. I just told my wife about t, I didn't want her to worry. The first thing she said is "that you need to go to the doctor". I would hate to go to the doctor office and have a bill I can't really pay at the moment, but it is needed I will have to go. Is there anything out there I can get over the counter to see if it will fix the problem I am having?I have no blood in my urine or stool. I feel bloated sometimes and feels like my insides are twisted sometimes. I guess I will do my research on hemorrhoids to see if this could be the problem also. Thanks for pointing that out to me.
Just looked up hemorrhoids and this is not what I have. The only symptom have close enough to hemorrhoids is pain during a bowel movement. During this process, it just feels like my insides are trying to come out also and I am not straining at all during a bowel movement.

Post Edited (iinneedofhelp) : 1/25/2012 4:06:18 PM (GMT-7)

Are you straining? What do you mean when you say your insides are coming out? I am wondering if you might have an Internal Rectal Prolapse or Intersusseception? I have this problem myself, if I happen to get constipated or strain, it is an excruciating pain in the rectum as the colon is trying to collapse on itself. It will not cause blood in the stool, just an intense rectal pain with any bowel movement. I would recommend you see a good Colon/Rectal Specialist for a diagnosis. My regular PCP and even my Gastroenterologist could not make the diagnosis, only my C/R Specialist cold see it by doing a simple digital exam, there is also a test called a Defecography that will show it.

I did find something called proctalgia fugax. This is something like I am going through, but I have this feeling all through the day. It comes and goes. I am also feeling bloated like I have gas and have the same sharp pain while I pee in the mornings. When I get out of the bed in the mornings, I also feel this sharp pain. I don't think this is what I have, because I have Abdominal pain also. Unless I have more than one thing wrong going on, but I am not doctor. am just gong to a doctor that can just help me out such as a Colon/Rectal Specialist.

Thanks