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Posted 6/25/2013 7:43 AM (GMT 0)
I find myself becoming depressed and have no hope I am a very strong christian male 26 and I feel like Idk... but everyday of my life I've dealt with abdominal pain I had surgery on my right renal gland I think it was because I was in the studio trying to record a demo while visiting friends in michigan I blanked out and was crying on the floor the pain was so severe they rushed me to the er they said I needed immediate surgery after recovery I drove myself back home to nc pain relieved for a few... I'll say a wk but came right back went to a GI and they say its irratable bowel syndrome some friends and family say its in my head but please trust if there was anyway for me to control this I wouldn't be dealing with it its the worst pain I've felt in my life but I feel it daily I've contemplated suicide when It gets really bad I pray and I try to give it all to God and say I know he will never put more on me than I can bare but I can't take the pain much longer I cry myself to sleep and i'm a grown man I want to live a normal life I want to be a good christian man and tell people that God heals all because I know he does but why am I still living with this pain any ideas or anything will help and dicyclomine doesn't help I take tramadol its the only thing that gives me relief and if I don't use the bathroom for 4+ days the pain also eases so I'm at a loss cry
Posted 6/25/2013 8:02 AM (GMT 0)
God might not heal but he will help you to endure. Think of Job. He suffered but was blessed afterwards.

Are you taking any medication or are you on a diet? I found that SCD helps relief some of the symptoms I had. It's worth a try.

Have you had a colonoscopy done? Did you test for any food intolerances (lactose, fructose, gluten etc)?

I hope you get better. Please don't think about suicide and keep praying.
Posted 6/25/2013 8:59 AM (GMT 0)
O I def will continue to pray and thats not even the type of thoughts I would have but thats just how severe the pain gets at time I pray and cry and beg for relief the only thing they prescribed me for was dicyclomine and I eat maybe once a day if that because eating anything at all makes it worse and what is SCD? I just got insured through my job and i'm to the point where I could loose the job because of all the days I miss because its just unbearable and I can't sleep hence me being up at 5 am I have a rushed app today with my GI specialist he wants to rule out IBS I've had it since being a baby dont' know that thats not what it is but it seems to be so much more its all the way to my back and i haven't had a colonoscopy I know this is one huge run on sentence and paragraph I apologize for my grammar issues thank you for your response btw
Posted 6/25/2013 5:23 PM (GMT 0)
I'm not an expert with IBS because I actually have IBD. It's good that you are under GI care. Please have all the examinations done. I usually take some pain relief if I really cannot take it anymore. Tramadol has helped me as well as Hyoscyamine. I think you need to get treatment or at least rule out food intolerances.

More info about SCD you can find here: www.breakingtheviciouscycle.info it's also good for IBS and any kind of digestive issues really. Try it for a week or so and write a food journal every day. If you do find relief, continue.

Please keep us posted how you're doing. I hope you find some relief soon.
Posted 6/25/2013 5:31 PM (GMT 0)
Thank you sincerely I hope so as well I haven't had too many painless days yesterday was kind of easier on me than a lot that I've had if I don't use the bathroom at all for about 5 days or so my stomach eases it still hurts but just not to the point where I can't breath but the second I use the bathroom the pain comes rushing back and its unbearable I want to live a normal life someday and be a reliable person this is holding me back from a lot thank you again so much for your response
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