TMI

I have been constipated lately and the stool I do pass is really hard. I felt like I had a BM but I just couldn't get it out. So I used a liquid suppository. I can't hold them in for very long because they cause me to cramp and need to get to the toilet. So I did and got what was stuck out. But then like 20 minutes later I felt like I had to go again but it felt like it was gonna be diarreah. So I went and it felt liqidy but there was nothing in the toilet. Shortly after the same thing happened and it felt the same exact way but it was pure mucus.

I don't know if it's from the suppository or what. I have IBS C with a malrotated redundant colon. No other conditions. It freaked me out. I have severe anxiety and panic issues. I also have a phobia of vomit. So when something like this happens I freak out thinking I will vomit from it. I have a lot of rumbling down there and it's just making my anxiety worse.