healht giong down the pan

i went to see my gp on friday abuot some blod test results. i had some done on my imune system. appaernly thye do three tests on thme and one came back positive so not raelly sure waht thta all means. got to speak to gp on monday as the gp i swa on friday didnet raelly know any thing abuot it.

she has refferd me back to the mental healht unit for another assainment as she said the help thye are givinng me at the momnent is not enuhgo. she suggested giong back on anitdepreesants but i am not keen at mo. i am still hvaeing prolbems from the op i had nearly two weeks ago. i am still raelly tired and in pain.

my gp has aslo oreded more blood tests to find out waht is giong on. fasting blood glucose, chlotestal, thoriod, iron levels. so hoping so to hvae some reason for feeling like thsi. see spent abuot half an hour talking to me whcih in my gp sugery is a long time. my stomach is bad agian in pain and canet stop giong to toilet. i am hopeing my gp can help push for the cognative baehourail thearpy thye think would be good for me. the troulbe is you hvae to wait for so long to get any thing. i am still waiting for a colonscopy whcih is next monht.

i am feeling down any way as i saw a gynecoloist on thursday at local hosiptal and he basically said thta there is nothing thye can do for my pcos condition whcih is geting worse. i nearly cried there and thne. i did hvae a cry wehn in hosptail because of there pain i was in. i aslo cried wehn gyne said waht he said.

hi 7lil

i am not sure how much longer i hvae to wiat for cbt. i hvae been wiating for abuot three monhts alraedy. i thnik thta the reoprt from the hospiatl helped me get some tests as to why i am tired. thye donet beleive me. i am giong to ask gp today abuot pain manegment as i donet deal wiht it well. i had a blood test done today i swaer as it hurt. my veins are to fine and thye had to take blood from the midle of my fore arm. i had to fill out a questoinare for gp abuot how down i feel. i feel thta i feel worse at mo due to hvaieng surgery two weeks ago. it bougrht back memories of my nan and grandad who passed away.

i am jsut being to wonder how much more i hvae got to go thugoh. giong to see gp hopefully this afternoon to get blood test re****s as other gp i saw last week siad thye were postive but was not sure waht to do abuot thme. thta for my imune system.

one good thnig is i hvae won a award at collage for effort and imrpovement in my english. as i hvae had a raelly tuogh year i hvae achived so much. thta the only good thnig in last year.

thnak yuo for yuor surport it good to be able to talk abuot it.

hi
i went to see gp abuot thme imune system blood test re****s. she doesetn know waht to do eihter. as a dermatologist fuond out abuot the prolbem first she is reffering me back to her. thta could take monhts. i am fed up wiht waiting. i am now wiating agian for blood test re****s to come back for glucose levels, cholestal, thoriod, iron levels, and ful blood cunot. more wiating. i skipped giong to mental healht unit for my less stres lesson as i raelly didnet feel like giong and canet be bothered any more as just feel to down and thye are not helping me at mo. jsut gonna hvae to see waht happens i surpose.