I've been trying to stay positive going threw what I go threw on a day to day basis,I try to tell myself things are going to get better for me,they just have to I need to start enjoying life again, I still have that hope, the date to see my new GI doctor can not get here any quicker.I just feel that this new doctor will have the answers that I have been looking for.When I have a bad couple of days or even weeks I start getting depressed and sad and feel there is no hope.But I know that's the devil trying to break my spirit,to everyone out there,there is hope,there is that answer your looking for,I am keeping everyone out there in my prayers. Love jtaurus