Hi Carol,
Another welcome coming your way! I think that because your disease process came on so suddenly it would be so understandable that you're very scared and completely shocked. We can all understand and relate to those feelings you're having. This is a terrible disease to have and the added support network is definitely needed. We're always here for you if you need to vent, cry, ask questions, etc. I hope your day is a good one today.
Ginny