Been so busy I couldn't be here

  I'm sorry I am so late in telling you that you are in my heart and prayers.  I don't know what you are going through, but sick, scared and angry are pretty much universal- and those I have felt.  In the beginning your strength and words helped me so much.  I went back and read past posts when I first started to realize what I could be going through.  Your words and feelings helped so much as I read through.  So I hope that my thoughts and prayers will mean something to you- we are all with you in some way or another.  And sometimes not feeling alone helps me, and I hope it will help you too.

              Trish

I'm sorry I havn't gotten back to you. I did play trivia so I was still alive. I talked to barb for a brief second while I sat outside the pharmacy and my friend went in to get me some scripts. I went to dr. today she wanted me to go in the hospital. I said no. So she gave me a shot of salumedtrol in the butt, steroid burst,albuterol for neb. 500mg levaquin. She said go home and go to bed and stay there. If I get worse I have to go in the hospital.

Unfortunately I have 2 appt tomorrow in poncha city which is an hour and ahalf from here. I have a mamogram at 1;00 and a oncologist for a consult at 2:30. It took me two months for the consult so I can't pass it up.

You guys have been so good to me. Also I will check into the advice you gave me. If I could possibly tak to a person that might possibly even a 1% chance of helping my lungs with medication I'd drive to china! Well I will write you all personally when I get a little better my chest is starting to hurt right now.

Emmi I don't what you have been up to but I don't want to hear any excuses from ya! I have got so many insults built up for ya and now I'm to sick to throw em at ya. Oh well it's incentive to get well.

love you guys

carol

p.s. El camino don't think I havn't noticed you not being here either lol