I think many of us are a little unsure of ourselves and a little sensitive when nothing is found on medical tests because we've been told for years "you are just depressed", "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" (actually had a boss tell me that), "there's nothing wrong with you"... So, thank you for the kind words of support.
Lynnwood, does your MRI show MS? I think my neurologist ruled out MS because my MRI was normal.
My IQ is definitely lower! I was a CPA who had been promoted into management with a promising and successful career. Now I can't follow the story line in a movie, can't read very well, I forget what I'm saying mid-sentence, I can't remember ANYTHING (and if one more person says to me "oh, I forget why I walked into a room all the time too" I'm going to hit them on the head with a rolling pin! - if I can remember to do so...), etc etc etc.
I quit my job in 2010 because with the mental challenges and fatigue I just couldn't do it anymore. I tried to get SSI disability but was denied. This was before we knew I had lupus and I thought my problems were damage from chemo treatments. I had a lawyer and went to a hearing but was still denied. (Lawyer thought I should have won but I got the judge in Illinois with the lowest approval statistics). I'm trying for disability again hoping that having a diagnosis will help get an approval.
I don't know what the rheumatologist will say now that we don't have anti-bodies in the spinal fluid. I don't know if lupus can cause seizures with a clean MRI and spinal fluids. I know the neurologist is saying I have a seizure disorder (epilepsy) and is just giving me anti-seizure meds. He said the cause is "unknown".
Crud - I just complained for 5 paragraphs! Sorry about
that!
Hope everybody has a blessed day!
Post Edited (Kimstph) : 12/9/2014 6:03:58 AM (GMT-7)