Posted 1/14/2008 11:13 PM (GMT 0)
Hi, it is 11pm here in Ireland. I see the neuro tomorrow and I AIN'T lookin forward to it ONE LITTLE BIT!
I loathe docs with a passion, prob because they have been so nasty to me. Told my attractive friend to dress up real well and disarm him so that he gets all flustered, he did the last time and behaved beautifully. I actually am expecting him to dump me!
Aslo a shink I had for over thirty years died at the weekend aged 63. I likeed her alot but she had me in this sort of transference grip and I feel most of myf life was wasted trying to win her approval, its wasnt until crohns surgery that I felt I ought to try for a life, AGED 49 and within two years got one, with out any psychiatrist.
But am all mixed up feelings wise. Didnt go to bed until 2am yesterdy morning, decided to polish my leather sofas!!!!
Went back to the college today and LOVED being back, the tutor has fecked off the vietnam to photograph temples, funny how you can get away with that at a college for disabled persons, you can be sure it wouldnt be allowed at an able bodied college.
But still great to be back.
xx for now,
Ann