Hi all,
I feel like first saying..where oh where do I start! I was first told I had a trace of lupus after I had given birth to my second child while still in hospital. I had never heard of it. It wasn't until a year after my third and last child that I started getting treatment for it.
My memories of my childhood were the nights my Mom would sit up rubbing my leg joints and using the heating pad. Of course my Dr. told my Mom that it was growing pains..lol. I got sick easily. At age 6, I was hospitalized for what they thought was my appendix...and come to find out that I had a very severe kidney infection. Thank goodness they figured this out before taking me into surgery. I remember being very scared...and my Dr. had brought the surgeon in to meet me. I have a hard time really remembering much of my childhood. When I was pregnant for my second child, my joints were much more painfull and I knew at 24 it was not growing pains! Of course they did an ANA and it was positive. But was going to recheck it after I gave birth. It ended up that my son had a tumor and so I was going to give birth at a bigger hospital..a teaching hospital. That is when I first heard of it.
Before I go into to much..I will say my father has 9 sisters and all of them have some form of autoimmune diease. I even lost one aunt when she was 42 , it was attacking her lungs. I am now 46....It has pretty much been impossible for me to hold down a job more then a couple months and now a few weeks. I have applied SSI. I first appiled for SSD but I am 3 credits under...getting disability. Doesn't seem fair...how can I build credits when I am unable to hold a job.
Here I go rattling off...lol..I'll just start by telling you all my dx in order of dx...first was..SLE, you have it , you don't..you have a rare form. Then came sjogrens syndrome, raynaunds, firbromyalgia, myofasical pain.
Of course there is so much inbetween but at this moment I am trying to research Rituxan for treatment of my sjogrens syndrome..ect. My Dr. is working with my insurance company now. So of course I am trying to find out all I can on it.
Would love to hear your input whether it is worth the risk. I have so much to say..but of course just typing this much has worn me out..plus I have been having hot flashes and sweating..24/7.
I am looking forward to getting to know you all. I will write more later..
Thanks so much and take care!
GENTLE HUGS,
Kathlene