HI Krista,
Okay, I have some answers for you. Even before I read your second posting, Fibromyalgia was what came to my mind. I have lupus and Fibromyalgia. If you are in a Fibromyalgia flare up, all of your blood tests will be normal. If it's a lupus flare up, your labs won't be normal. this is a good thing for you to know! From now on, when you get your blood tested, if the results look like you're a perfectly normal and healthy individual, then it's the Fibro flaring up.
My Fibro is a massive monster right now. I'm depressed too. And anxious. I hurt everywhere, and nothing takes the pain away. Do you feel like you're going to lose your mind? Yes, Fibromyalgia will make us depressed. For sure. Lyrica is something you can try, same with Cymbalta. I can't use anti depressants in high enough doses to work "for depression". I have adverse reactions to the drugs. But on really low doses (20-30mg), I take Amitriptyline (Elavil) to help me sleep and take the edge off the pain. It's not a cure by any means, but it does help a little. Depression can definitely cause your pain to be worse. So can stress. They're all linked.
I hope this has helped to shed some light on your normal blood work. I had blood work done last week and I look like a person with no health issues. So my lupus is dead quiet, but my fibro is so bad I can hardly keep myself together. I think I have more trouble dealing with the fibro flares, than I do the lupus ones..... Fibro is one of the most disgusting disorders a person can be afflicted with. I know your pain..... Maybe talking to the folks in the fibro forum will help you too.
Gentle hugs,
Ginny