I am very afraid I am going to end up dropping out of school. I am in a bad way. I am on 20mg of prednisone and sleeping 15 hours or more each day. I am so tried after 20 minutes up it isn't funny. I want to finish my degree. I also want to give my son everything he needs. What is wrong with me? Why am I so tired? The neurological stuff has calmed down and seems to be well controlled now. Why do I still feel like this? Before the wean on prednisone I felt great at 20mg and 200mg Imuran. I am afraid of what is happening to me. I feel so fragile lately, like the slightest pressure and I will shatter and never be able to put myself back together again.
I am not depressed, actually aside from the physical I have been relatively happy. I just don't know what is wrong with me.