Posted 4/4/2009 8:40 PM (GMT 0)
The doctors here in the UK seem to be obsessed with diagnosis - and both my GP and rheumatologist have said to me they won't treat my symptoms until they know what they are dealing with. Twice in the last month I have been in my GPs surgery in tears as I just feel so horrendous and I'm in so much pain, but my GP just said I had to wait for my rheumy appointment. I know things take time but I'm just so fed up of feeling ill it's affecting my whole life. I don't really have a life - I can just about hold it together long enough to go to work, drag myself home, often in tears, and go straight to bed. Weekends I'm mostly sleeping.
I have definately made a load of notes for my next rheumy appointment, but some of the symptoms I have are really hard to describe. Some of the feelings I have aren't really 'pain' they're a strange numbness, sometimes with pins and needles and sometimes like a sharp electric pulse, it certainly doesn't respond to pain killers. I have these strange skin flares where my skin feels really hot to the touch and it goes bright red. I keep having these blisters appear on my skin - I suppose a bit like hives or shingles.
I had 7 other blood test at my last rheumy appointment, so hopefully they will have enough of a profile to start deciding how to treat me. I don't expect a diagnosis, but I hope they would start to help me with my symptoms.