Weally I am here

All is going ok. Just really tired. Tumor been hurting more, so the doctor gave me gabapentin yesterday
however, i am concerned, and i will ask doctor if i should really take this
i read on it, it can make tumors worse! it can cause suicidal thoughts (doesnt help my depression now does it), can react with meds so I check with doctr before I take. Just waiting on call. ANyone familar with gabapentin?
Last week of preschool next week for us, im working (well trying, lucky i got understanding boss).
well hugs all