I can't bring myself to do it!

My legs and ankles are swelling up again. I know the doctor said just get back in here right away if it happens again. Well call me a sissy, I don't care. You guys know how many times I have been in the hospital this past year. I just can't force myself to call the doctor. I'm so tired. I'm worn out. I have nothing left. No more needles no more iv's no more , no more, no more! All I can do is pray that his swelling goes away. I'm going to prop my feet up and see if it helps. I just can't beleive God is going to put me through this again. I just got nothin left to fight with. what am I supposed to do?

God bless you

carol

Carol, please call your doctor. It is very important. If you call now maybe there is some way to avoid the hospital but if you wait you will end up in the hospital again.

((Carol)),
I agree with the others...I hope you called your doctor and getting the treatment you need. Your not one to give up and we are not going to let you. Let us know what is going on or call someone that can tell us, please!

Hang in there sweetie! We are all praying for you.

Love ya, Babs

Carol, just checking in on you. How are you doing today?

Carol,
So many of us depend on your sweet, compassionate posts and your wonderful sense of humor to pull us through the rough spots. We love you and are pulling for you! I know you're tired sweetie, but it will be worth the fight!! Praying hard for you!! Judy

I am so sorry! I'm not trying to upset you. I am just so red in my legs and my feet. I'm so shiny. My legs are so indented. I am so depressed from alll the hospital beds. Am I going to die anyway? I look like a water bed.I've gained 3 inches in 4 days. I'll try to put my feet on the pillows under my feet tonight. My feet my ankles, the tops of my feet, my feet to put my feet on my floor. I know you guys are going on thru so many things it's so hard on you and here I am making it hard it I just feet so much. I'm spinning an achinging I'll try. I'm not trying to talk about death butevey. I know the laws on here says we have to agree what we will will be every every time to tryto keep trying me. I'm so tired.

Hi Carol:

We spoke earlier today and you know I know how you're feeling. Carol don't mess around with this I'm praying for you and I hope that things improve quickly for you. Remember we'll support each other. I'm probably headed for a hospital stay myself this week. I know you hate being in the hospital I hate it too. Don't give up my friend you keep fighting I know you feel like you can't go on any further. I know you promised me you'll contact the doctor if your breathing becomes worse. I promise to you I've emailed my doctor and I'm awaiting my next instructions. You hang on and I'll hang on and we'll get through this together Carol. Love you my friend and know I'm available to you anytime, even though you think you can't call cause of how I'm doing. If you need to talk to me you call me, I mean that.

Hugs,
Barb

Dear Carol,

How would you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.....Deep breaths, and hugs your way. And YOU know, we care. And that we all have a good understanding about how sick we are, we get, we will be, and about what we need to do about it. Does that make sense? I guess what I want to say is that each of us must make decisions that are the best we can make at the time we are forced to make them. I think life is about balance and compromise. If we do this, we can't do that, or endure that consequence. And if that means you put off going to the hospital, at least call your dr. If you need rest, rest. And when you have a bit of energy, chat with us, or call Barb,

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