Hi, Thank you for the information and the support. I am in Canada. So I will try to see what I can do from up here first. My diagnosis is so far clinical, as none of the tests have come back yet. I know how I have been feeling, and I know that I had the bite and bullseye rash. From the reading I have done so far, it seems if you had the rash it is Lyme. So I wonder if you can have the rash and it not be? But I also have sooo many symptoms too, especially since the vaccine. At first I thought that the numbness all over and the muscle spasiticity, cold sensations, extreme fatigue and aching were a bad side effect from the shot. But they are not going away, so a friend told me to check into Lyme - and that is when I remembered what I thought was a spider bite. Now I realize it was from a tick. I have family and friends that remember the rash completely, and how long it lasted. Apparently I went to the doctor and he gave me some cream. (thankfully some of my family's memories are not as foggy as mine)
I do have my good days, but I can be having a good day and then be struck by a sudden onset of brain fog, numbness increased, etc...yuck. Over the last 10 years...there are so many things that have happened and been happening that I could relate to sleep deprivation or stress etc, aging...I have always thought it was just how it is. But never been sick enough to think that I had an actual disease. It was only after I got numb and went to the hospital and the numbness and symptoms are not going away that I decided to get proactive. I am scared, not knowing where this is all going to go and when and if I will ever be 100% normal. I have lived with stuff for 10 years now, and gone to the doctor only to be told nothing. So frequent urination, knee pain and insomnia were never treated. I have suffered from varying degrees of fatigue, rage out of no where, way over exxagerrated of a reaction,vibration in my neck sometimes when I turn it,and phases of itching so badly that I thought I was allergic to something, so I would start eliminating things from my diet. And many more...