Hi Slada,
Welcome to our forum! I am so sorry to hear how ill you have been - most of us here can relate to what you have been through, going from doc to doc & not getting any answers or help. Since you are in Ontario, here is a link to Canlyme, the Canadian Lyme Disease Foundation
www.canlyme.com/This link will take you right to the support page. There is also a lot of really great info there, although I sure don't want to discourage you in any way from posting here on Healing Well!!
It's my opinion that you should be seen by a Lyme Literate Medical Doctor (LLMD) to be properly evaluated, but it sounds that Lyme or another tick-born illness could be responsible.
Another thing I would suggest is that you read through the thread at the top of this forum titled "New to Lyme?...Start here", as it has a lot of really great information to help get you started. I would also suggest that you read, read, read on Lyme Disease & co-infections to educate yourself, as you will have to become your own health advocate in order to assure you are getting the help you need.
Tick-born illnesses can hide in the body for many years in some people (I'm one of those lucky ones) until just the right amount of stress happens in your life. It sounds as if you are scared, I know I was just before I figured out that I was dealing with tick-born illnesses, but remember you are not alone!! We are here to help you navigate through most of this info, to encourage you & to help you get through this!!
Hang in there!! You have come to a great place to start your journey to health!