Yes, Trav. But I could stop now, baby will be 1 yr old on 22nd of Nov. I am glad that I stretched it this far. You are lucky that you have some support from your husband, even if he took him a while to come around. I MUST keep going bec I HAVE TO take care of the little ones. Baby is the hardest at this point. Husband is still in denial, bec I am on my 2 feet every day, except for the times that I am really really sick and I lay down on the couch or on the
floor. It is strange, because at times I feel soooooooooooo sick, but it lasts up to an hour now. I don't panic, I stay calm, bec based on the experience (so far) I know it will go away.
Yes, maybe if I fake it or I let show how badly I feel sometimes, he'd realize how serious this is. BUT I HIDE IT as best as I can. when my fingers curl up, I walk away and uncurl them, or I turn my back towards him and the kids and hold them straight until the pain goes away. I did ask him what would it take for him to realize what I am going through and he just looked at me. I gave him the answer: ONLY when I will lay down on the couch doing nothing, you will believe me! He is not used to me being this way--I am THE strongest and healthiest woman I have known except (NOW) for lyme. You would not believe the things I used to do! Things that usually only men would do--including demolition.
He said to me (a few times), he is going to laugh so hard if I don't have LD. I just walked away, bec I got so mad with him one of these few times, and did not want to tell him what I thought of him at that moment, LOL
BTW, he has been coughing for 2 mo and abx did not help, so I think he either has a
virus or Lyme. He has been tired, he sleeps more than I do. He lays down on the couch like he is about
to die. What's wrong with men? I thought they are suppossed to be
strong!
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