I've just read it mik, and to be honest it has creeped me out a little bit. The strange thing is I was a telecoms engineer within the British army, and I served in the first Gulf conflict. I had all of the exotic vaccines (Anthrax, Bubonic plague, small pox etc) and the Nerve agent pre-treatment tablets. I can think of multiple incidences where I could have been exposed to depleted Uranium and chemical agents.
The latter is a strange one because before being deployed we was given a new piece of air sampling kit called NIAD. We was told that this kit was fully tested and fool proof, and if it goes off to get your respirator on quickly because it will be a real chemical attack. It went off 3 times while I was out there, each time I got my respirator on as quickly as possible. At the time I thought the kit must be typical British Army crap, but now I'm not so sure. Could I have been exposed to low levels of chemical agent?
about 2 years later I started feeling different. My hair on my face stopped growing and I had clumps of hair fall out from my head. Another 2 years later - then a civilian - I visited the GP for the first time with depression and fatigue. I had heard that other serving soldiers had similar problems and I joined the Gulf war veterans society for help. The GP at the time completely blanked me when I made the suggestion about GWS. With hindsight, i can understand why, as no research had been carried out at the time, the only indication was anecdotal. Anyway, she said it was all in my head and to go away and get on with my life. That's what I have done for the past 16 years, although I have been feeling relatively Ill for the whole period. I have never even thought about or mentioned GWS since that time, let alone research it. During the last 16 years my life has completely crumbled to nothing.
Over the past 12 months my depression along with additional symptoms had intensified to point - like I said on my original post - to a point where I needed to see the GP again. I was finding it harder to fight the symptoms. I thought it was the thing I had been living with for years intesifying and coming to its logical conclusion - I.E total meltdown.
Then by pure chance, at the weekend, my partner pointed out Lyme disease, which rang a bell because the lower list of my symptoms have only occured since a tick bite. I suppose it gave me hope of getting better, although I knew I had a pre-existing condition.
Now today I have found numerous websites mentioning both of them in the same breath. Bizarre. I don't know what to make of it all, I feel as though I've entered some William S. Burroughs novel. I'm just waiting for a phone call from a 6ft cockroach - that's a joke by the way. What the hell is micoplasma? It turns out that GWS might be caused by the same pathogen as Lyme, and therefore treatable with the same ABXs. The GP even brought GWS up when I saw him this week. That's a watershed isn't it? I didn't think UK GPs recognised the condition. Have I got Lyme from a tick or GWS or both? Or are they the same thing? Have I been re-infected? It really has thrown a massive spanner in the works. Maybe though, GWS is nonsense, and I just had depression and associated fatigue before, and now I have LD.
Apologies if i have gone off topic and rambled a bit, but i just wanted to share with you all how spooked I feel.
Post Edited (Paul_H1) : 4/20/2011 5:28:26 PM (GMT-6)