Lyme RAGE!!

Thanks Traveler! Pouring down rain... can't really go outside. Three year old daughter who's fast asleep in her room. It's a tough thing to deal with. I've dealt with rage with my quitting drinking 6 years ago.... this brain herxing is bringing the rage to a whole new level! Maybe I need to increase my Neuro Anti-Toxin even more than what my Dr has me increase already to! Yikes!!

Isn't it the worst!!! My hubby is so frustrated with everything this disease puts us through! I am working on doing some meditation while my daughter naps for a bit here.
My lyme dr is out of town until next week, otherwise I would be down there now asking for something desperately! It's been happening more and more as my treatement progresses! I am hoping these episodes level out as soon as I begin the RIFE and other energy treatments next week!

As soon as I find what works, I'll post!

Yea Ive had a bit of rage.. I was always short tempered but I was turning into Mr Hyde.. The worst was recent, my GP put me on steroids(mistake) and a antibiotic that was contraindicated(huge mistake). I went after two guys while I was driving that day. Stopped taking both meds that night and started getting better fast.. So just my two cents but you might want to look at your meds.. Taking a mood altering drug like vicodin might be making things worse not better.

Hope:

you mentioned Rife.....please tell me more...what type of rife are you going to be using? I have a Doug Coil.

Trav:

I forgot to add that I am not raging (at the moment)! I just meant that I get that feeling of rage too and I've even posted on here about it before.... I changed my hormone delivery method and so far, so good.....feeling better!

yup...i have anxiety...and everything else that wants to swing by and "hangout"....lol....but my rage comes when im tryin to get my anxiety under control....it makes me use energy that i dont have...its almost like an adrenaline dump....its crazy

That pure rage is really scary! I always felt so uncontrollable during those times - oh how I hated that!

Carrie,
I am so glad to hear that changing your hormones has helped!! I do hope that you never have to experience that again!! I'm really hoping that I've had enough healing at this point to never have to go through that yet again either!



LOL Broken!!!
I know how you feel!!! I know that it may seem a ways off yet, but I promise, once you are on the right treatment for you, things get easier to get through. Have you talked with your doc about something for your anxiety? It would make sense that if it's your anxiety that sets off the rage, then getting the anxiety under control will keep the rage episodes away.


Hope,
You are almost never alone in symptoms here!! LOL!! That's the beauty of being involved in an active forum! We have such great members that will share their experiences - like this thread - to help other feel not quite so alone!!!

I've said it before and I'll say it again - Our members rock!!!!



To all:
We are always here! We can all work through these things, no matter how big they feel, as long as we have each other!!!

okay - all together now....awwwwwww...... *snicker*

Lol people can be a problem can't they? Just kiddin ( kinda.)

I am thinking about Traveler's response. (I searched rage because the last 4 days rage is just sittin on my right shoulder wanting to become a reality.)

I am considering this: things that have a tendency to annoy me when I am asymptomatic are multiplied by ? 400 volts when sick making kindness very very hard to find. I do not always or even usually have rage when I am sick but I recognize its potential to do harm as I practiced it in the earlier years and HATED myself afterwards. For the last four days or so rage is just riding my right shoulder waiting to pounce.

If I could cry it'd be very helpful
But I can't.

I will get the cat litter cleaned (cat supervises me to make sure I get it all.) Then make a sandwich for hubby's lunch. Then come back to my chair and get my Joyce Myer books out. I need some supernatural help.

I also plan on eating something before bed I believe potatoe soup with ketchup would be an improvement for me. I love love to eat.

i think the full moon over the past couple of days have stirred everybody up.....lol....

Grace,

What a wonderful idea. The thing is if one has to deal with someone who pulls ones string on a regular basis (she was like calling me 8 times a day) it wont work.

I wrote her (she knows im sick) and told her I had to take time without talking to people. ( I was going to lose it if I hadn't. ) She has written back and seems cool about it. I think I have learned somthing know your triggers. I don't regret taking time away from listening to other peoples problems I beleive it is the only chance I have of getting myself balanced.

And to be fair there are a LOT of problems out there. Wow. I need space, to try to sort my own problems.. I have not encountered any criticism of my self-appointed sabbatical and I am truly thankful God gave me the idea.

I can correspond writing but spoken words and noises and shouting over and over really puts my picture window and my dishes in severe danger. I was well for awhile and then insidiosly slipped back and I am of course disappointed.

I love your advice look at what is the strssor and either get rid of it or get some help. Incredible advice thank you. Unfortunately most problems and people and situations can't just be tossed away, I wish they could. Lol I sound so mean don't I? I don't want to be mean

Doctors should be studying this rage. There is a country that is taking these illnsses seriously and not trying to say they do not exist. It might be Canada, might not, can't remember.

Hope, are you doing coffee enemas. They really help to calm you down.

the liver and the brain it toxic from all this treatment and die off.

coffee enema gets that backed up bile moving and clears the head.

brain gets toxic when liver is overloaded.


also...have your hormones checked. this lyme will put you in estrogen and progesterone all over the place.

I don't know what I would do if I had a 3 yr old. I guess she is there to keep you strong. Keep you here and getting thru this.


take a bath , put you head under water and scream your lungs out.