For a long time now I've wondered if others with Lyme ever think these sort of things:
--never stepping in another blade of grass in their life to avoid ticks
--dousing themselves in OFF! before ever stepping out your door
--curling up in a ball & never leaving the house again
After wathching the hubby suffer for 6+ yrs, & recently getting my own Lyme & Bart diagnosis, sometimes I just feel like never going out into nature again!
It's got me a little bummed lately, because we live in the country in a beautiful setting,, and we own land on a lake, which I find harder to enjoy now. I'm probably somewhat paranoid. I can't even watch a commercial where a family is frollicking on their lawn without thinking, "yeah, right--how idyllic, too bad there are ticks crawling in thier lawn". I'll catch somebody walking through a grassy area near town & think' "oh oh, they're gonna get bitten".
I worry so much about my kids(ages 17 & 19) getting this or already having it(no symptoms yet), and especially about my 19 yr old. He wants to get back in shape before he returns to college in a month & he's been running in the field behind our house. I tell him every time, "put on the bug spray", but being 19, he just shrugs it off.
I buy trouble by thinking that we are definitely going to get reinfected at some point in our lives, and will it be worse, harder to treat, etc?
I know this isn't very healthy thinking, but after being affected by Lyme, it's hard not to be paranoid!
Anyone else with this type of thinking???