feeling autistic like

I feel so out of it, spacey, autistic like

this is the worst disease ever, robbing your mind, your personality

I dont even know if I will be able to go out and vote

cant remember where I put my voting  id card

following instructions, what?

everything takes so much out of me

except sitting at computer,  because I used computer prior to be sick

my fingers can take over without thinking about it

one blessing in my life, that I can still type and write to communicate.

I pray I can move closer to my lyme dr. soon. I pray I can make good supportive friends there too. 

bless you forever for that,

sorry for waht u r going through, sometimes I have ticks too, my mouth moves invountarily, lips, and make this utterly embarassing loud popping sound when my lips part,

sometimes bells palsy, too bad we cant pal around together, and look odd together

u r not alone. hugs.