Jitzoo said...
Thank you for that mystery. I talked to my llmd who said 6-12 months. But I figured it must get better little by little or at least better than this. I am In the middle if a dark hole of depression and anxiety. I just wish my rational brain would return so at least I could mentally cope better. My doc said anxiety with tick born illnesses is completely irrational.
Reading this made me tear up for you! I know exactly how you feel. Last week I literally thought I was dying and going crazy. It was HORRIBLE. The worst I have EVER felt mentally. I hope I never feel something worse than that. The ONLY things that got me through it was being with my daughter, my dad, and a good friend. And prayer/meditation. It's HARD. I really believe the mental stuff is by far the hardest to deal with. If you can, make sure you have good people with you. Don't be alone, if you can help it. And meditate...get outside, breathe deep, lay in the grass/sit in the sun/take a walk with a good person. If you believe, pray. I'm not super solid in any religion, but I believe in the power of prayer and positivity and good energy of this Earth...I sent a prayer out for you right now.