Hi Justme,
Sorry things aren't going well...
You are definitely right in not taking suggestions from drs as truths. We all know how many years can pass by like that, getting worse and worse.
I hope that the test results will eliminate Leukemia. I'll keep you in my thoughts, please let us know what the paperwork says.
We are indeed much stronger than we ever thought we would be!
Be strong,
MarieLS