Hi JoJo,
Are you capable of reading? I suggest reading Dr. Jernigan's book called "Beating Lyme Disease" (not available on Amazon but at www.hansacenter.com and click on store). Another good book is by Stephen Buhner called "Healing Lyme" which is available on Amazon.
I didn't go to any clinic and became well using Dr. Jernigan's protocol from his book. From my experience the most important thing is to get your detox pathways working so you can get rid of the toxins from your body first.
Try listening to the interview that I just posted about:
http://hansacenter.com/listen-to-dr-jernigans-interview-on-chronic-lyme-disease-on-lyme-light-radio/
Best to you!
Denise