Brother I can't tell you how much this sounds exactly like what I experienced in August.
I reached out to my friends ,family,church for support. If not one, all of them. People that truly care about
you will not tell you you are crazy. They will try to help in anyway they can.
A LLMD can really help. Make it your mission to beat this. You'll get better and laugh about
this one day.
Oh yah, alcohol can make it way worse ( at least it did for me ). I avoid it like the plague at the moment
so so sad.
Diagnosed with babesia, bartonella, lyme