Getting overwhelmed - can't make decision on ND

Okay - I have changed my ND appt. to July 8th - Igenex tests should be back then. This is what I'm thinking of doing: Calling her a day ahead and asking her if it's positive....and will she be treating me with abx. If she says "no" - then I cancel my appt.
It's a waste of my time and money to drive there if she won't at least give me a few weeks of abx. So I found another ND in same city to find out what she does.
I asked her if she treats if tests come back negative. She said, "Every patient has come back positive". But, went on to say if I tested negative she would treat me with Doxy for 3 weeks. i asked her if it would be 200mg X twice daily and she said that was too much. She would treat 100 mg X twice daily and see if I either felt better or felt worse. She said she would have liked me to get the CD57, but i didn't. She works closely with the LLND in Richmond.
But I know that 100mg x2 isn't enough.
So I'm not sure what to do. If I get negative test and ND #1 won't treat...should I go to ND #2 for the low dose doxy...or make an appt. with the LLND in Richmond? I guess I need to call that office.
This is getting to be too much..I'm starting to get overwhelmed - don't know what to do.
I need a plan because I want to start treatment by the time the results are in...I do not want this going on and on and on. If I see ND #1 July 8th and she doesn't treat....then I'm making an appt. with another one...and it will be a three week wait.
Maybe I should make a tentative appt. for July 10th with the one in Richmond...and cancel if I end up going to the July 8th appt.

This is ridiculous - can't believe I have to do this.

By the way, we are in the same boat...I am also waiting for Igenex results. Seems like forever. My llmd started me on very high antibiotic regiment based on my symptoms. I do not really feel better, it's been only two weeks but at times I can't tell if its a herx or just my "illness" getting worse.


Scared if results will be negative, that it may be something else???!!!??

Girlie, I think you should just goto Dr.C. Can you make it to see him?

I live in new York.

ela - I know what you mean - I'm worried too, that i will have negative results.

You're right LMFD - I'm worrying when I may not have to. I really don't want to wait for treatment any longer. I'm at the end of my rope.
So if I can't get proper treatment by beginning of July, I will be so upset.