Hi lyme roughy, & welcome to the forum! You will find lots of good advice and information here, and even more importantly, lots of SUPPORT from everyone here . . . because we all have an idea of what you are going through, have hit similar dead ends and experienced the same frustration with doctors & lack of proper treatment . . . Lyme disease can be very isolating, but you really will feel less alone here, we're all in it together and are all rooting for each other, so I do hope you will ask questions, post often & let us know how you're getting on