Welcome to the community, Sarahesowers! I am so sorry you are feeling so bad!
Having a positive band on a lyme test plus symptoms - is indicative of Lyme disease.
If you wanted to do the Igenex Western Blot - it would cost $210 plus the Fedex fee. You don't need a LLMD to sign for it - any Dr. can sign the lab req.
While we don't like to see people "self-treating" - sometimes people do resort to that...and there are herbal healing treatments available.
When you have a moment, please take a look at the "New to Lyme?...Start Here!" thread at the top of the page...full of great information - symptom lists, detox ideas, etc.
I will put a link here to one of the herbal remedies (Buhner) - that many on here are using - either in combination with antibiotics, or just by itself.
buhnerhealinglyme.com/If you were to choose Buhner's Lyme protocol, you could start off with a couple - like the Japanese Knotweed and Cat's Claw...and add more herbs in later.
If you want to check the prices for these herbs:
Capsules from Green Dragon Botanicals
greendragonbotanicals.com/Tinctures from Woodland Essence:
woodlandessence.com/