Hi SailorKim,
I'm so sorry you are getting hit hard today... i hope you can find a way to level things off a bit. Remember that the meds are creating die off... and you gotta listen to your instincts... to decide how much you can handle.
And then getting the die off out of your system with detox.
There is a balance to be found... so that you feel right in your gut about
your healing journey... and then if you can find a way to relieve some stress along the way, to not give the disease a place to live.
I'm gonna share a link below just in case it might help, in any case I'm gonna keep good thoughts for you to find a place of comfort during this time.
/www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4qM2ZkwrJA