I wish I could respond as well as I'd like. There are a lot of things I'd like to say without making a huge mess of a post.
I'm a fan of the pulsing as well. Though, I haven't had much of a chance to apply, at least when it comes to abx. It makes sense. I would like to, if I can get there.
Why I only seemed to herx one day, then nothing? Those are all reasonable responses. Whatever the cause, one or more, my reaction was far too little, the doxy ineffective. A large part of it, I really feel like it responded that quickly and went into "hiding," which is scary. Though, to be honest, I feel like I'm still a victim of that to this day. All of the herbal, alternative treatments I've tried, I'll herx very noticeably for a period of a few days, then it slowly tapers off, and the medicines start to have no effect.
All of them, I herxed, felt a little better, plateaud, then slowly started getting sick again. I realize that healing is more than just taking things to kill the bugs off, and that may be part of my problem, but I can't help but feel like part of it is just the bacteria being really quick to resist whatever I throw at it. Stubborn. Persistent. I worry it'd do that, no matter the abx, unless it could handle that particular form.
As for the lumps, while they could be lymph nodes. The
location of some of them really makes me question that, especially the ones in the back of my neck and on my spine. They just aren't seated like my other nodes. One feels like it is right on my brain stem.
I also have these clumps of tough, sore tissue all over. I get that we have that, tissue, but something about
it feels so foreign.
The stuff on my spine is most worrisome though.
I definitely would need something that would get into my brain. I am starting to get a lot of the old symptoms I had there, before I started treating. Tightness, tingling, inflammation.
I hate the burning sensations everywhere, but the ones there are the most unsettling. It seems to progress very fast, when it gets there. The brain stuff came back like a week ago, yet I feel I have already lost so much.
Is why I have started making efforts to see an LLMD. Calling tomorrow or on Monday, depending on how soon I get some things in order. Nothing I have been doing is seeming to do anything for it. I have things other than Lyme/co that need to be addressed, that could be part of it, but I feel I'd benefit if I could get some of this stuff killed off first. I need to at least stop it from moving much further, otherwise treating any of the other things is not going to matter. I'm not going to be able to function on my own if it takes any more of my brain power. I will have no one to take care of me then. The relative I live with is nice, somewhat caring, but she does not understand the illnesses or their gravity, so I could not rely on her to save me.
Anyway, I kinda got carried away, sorry. Thank you for the responses. You guys are awesome.
I hope I am on the way to a (possibly) better tomorrow, this time next week. You guys too.
All my love,